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eclipsed … revealed !

eclipsed … revealed !

a retreat, an eclipse, 10-13 August 2018 at seasons of silence, Ardèche, France
to lose and to find yourself, when the resistances give in the essence appears


an eclipse is a door opening to yourself
a solar eclipse veils (so they can appear better) one or more aspects of yourself you still aren’t fully aware of 

it always takes you by surprise and allows you to discover what you expect least
what you already know but couldn’t (or didn’t want) to realise and embrace so far
from a view point you wouldn’t choose spontaneously it invites a face to face with yourself








thank you, Raf !    thank you, my son !



the new feminine

the new feminine

7-13 July 2018 at seasons of silence, Ardèche, France


we spent a whole week going back to the origin of everything : the primordial feminine

letting go one by one of all conditionings and stereotypes regarding the feminine

fully endorsing our masculine and feminine human nature (whether we are male or female) 

and honouring the feminine in all that is !

it isn’t easy to tell, actually
in short … and in images




did you get it ?



cosmic pulse 2/4

cosmic pulse 2/4

second weekend of the yearly cosmic astrology module, 23-24 June 2018 at seasons of silence, France



the three phases of the great work, which reveals the quintessence or philosophical stone

  • oeuvre au noir (nigredo) trial by earth
  • oeuvre au blanc (albedo) trial by water and air
  • oeuvre au rouge (rubedo) trial by fire

(see the beautiful novel “l’oeuvre au noir” by French writer Marguerite Yourcenar)

transmutation : destruction, transformation and rebirth (on another plane)
purification, élimination of conditionings, attachments and illusions

initial phase, body dialysis (nigredo)



breathing cycles
in breath from left heal to left hand out breath from left hand to Sedna (the planet most distant form the Sun in our solar system as of today), in breath from Sedna to right hand, out breath from right hand to left foot, in breath from left foot to centre of the Earth, out breath from center of the Earth to right foot, and so on
reverse the movement after a while


second phase, opening of the heart (albedo)

inner reset, reconnection with Self

breathing cycles in pairs (also with a tree an animal, a mountain …) with physical contact
a. in breath from sacrum to left foot, out breath towards sacrum of the other (adapt according to partner), inbreathe from his/her sacrum towards my right foot, out breath towards my sacrum, etc
clockwise and anticlockwise, until you can feel great sweetness

b. same facing each other without being physically in touch
clockwise and anticlockwise simultaneously, until you feel total confidence


third phase, mind : turning things around (rubedo)

activation of the essential potential of Self

choose an inverted pose, trunk above head, also on your sofa etc, and settle there to stay for a long while (must be confortable, obviously)
dare putting your mind to rest and give it the space to change its belief system
it will be complete when the mind is completely blank



emotional patterns

emotional patterns

emotional patterns
a experiential weekend to explore our emotional matter, 2-3 June 2018 in Leicester, UK


the word emotion means a movement outwards
when we have an emotion we are carried away from ourselves
and the completion of it is when we come back to our centre and settle there

emotions are the movements of our heart
if our heart is an ocean, they are the waves of the ocean
their cycle is to rise and break, they keep repeating it again and again
sometimes the ocean is still, but most of the time there are waves
every kind of emotion has got its own movement and pace, they also vary in intensity
these patterns are the natural expression of our moods and they are essential to our inner balance and wellbeing

emotions are waves in the ocean of our heart
when our heart is at peace, the waves rise and break as we interplay with what happens within and around us
they create magnificent patterns in the living fabric around our core, each of them emerging from our core and coming back to it
they manifest subtle ever changing multi-dimensional geometric structures, which reveal aspects of our being in resonance with what caused them (the same attracts and increases the same)
there is a feeling of connection and flow, our inner world and outer world reflect and enhance one another

when we are disturbed, overwhelmed or distressed instead, it is a clear sign that we are beside ourselves. Our emotional waves are strong and disruptive and we get easily upset
so called destructive emotions (such are anger or fear) are actually restorative
we get triggered because we are off centre, and the emotional wave takes us further out into a loop, so we can come back to ourselves eventually

the patterns these emotions follow is a self regulating modality inherent to our heart
these waves are designed to bring us back home when we got lost ourselves

one of the difficulties we have with emotions is that we tend block them
this is due to lack to emotional literacy and internalised programming

we are generally little aware of the nature of emotions, their movement, process and completion
and we haven’t been shown how to ride emotional waves
moreover due to deep seated, mostly unconscious conditionings (cultural, religious, spiritual…) we generally ignore, repress or rationalise them

our emotions express the movements of our heart, but we can feel them in our body, through sensations and feelings. We can easily access emotions via our senses, yet we often ignore the signs/symptoms in our body which signal them. Common escaping strategies consist in  numbing our body (with alcool, drugs, work, sports, hyper-stimulation…) or disconnecting from it (by living in our mind, dissociating…)

the problem is that repressed emotional waves stay with us and continue to impact on us until their full completion. A rising wave will have to break to complete its cycle and merge in the depth of the ocean again

emotions become seriously destructive when they remain unresolved
the recurring defence patterns we see ourselves fall into cause tremendous pain, because we are literally beside ourselves and unable to change it, and our attachment to dealing with them mentally results in more suffering

we can break the patterns by allowing the waves to break
allowing is the way, nothing much can be done
other than letting the suspended movement continue until its completion
we can ride most surface waves on our own, there are current affairs
traumatic tidal waves and tsunamis will require some help

transformation happens instantly, but it takes a while for it to show in our physical body
harmony is restored once we are back in our core and attuned with Self

into deep silence

into deep silence

19-20 May 2018 in London, UK
a cosmic tuning ceremony


living in hell

hell is both a place and a state of being
where we are disconnected from life, neither alive nor dead


disconnecting can happen when we move between planes and dimensions
this is a transition phase, in which we integrate what we have completed
and attune to the frequencies of what comes next
hell is when you land and stay stuck here due to trauma
unresolved trauma will affect you deeply and impact one every aspect of your life
until it is being addressed and resolved 
it is the only way you can move beyond it


you can’t stay in hell !

you are in a limbo, neither here nor elsewhere
you are depleted, distressed, disjointed and lost
all is dark, cold and dull
you are lonely, you don’t seem to belong anywhere
you feel separate from light and love
life is hard despite all your efforts
it hasn’t got much meaning


you need to come back from hell

at the moment of trauma you have chosen to live
you are a survivor, but you still have to come back to life
the longing and yearning are screaming so loud
when you acknowledge them
you will need some help
you can’t do it yourself


there will be help, it will show up

somebody, some people will be there for you and invite you back
light and love will call you back
again and again
until they resonate so strongly in you that the terror will give in
you will feel held and supported and loved unconditionally
until you take a first step
and another one
and another one
moving slowly away from hell
and back to life
until you are fully back here



inner harmony

inner harmony

return to the origins and initiatory journey in Madeira, 13-16 April 2018
for Olides : a Madeiran returns to her island, harmonisation and inner transformation 


an island
closed and open space

moment by moment
feeling the balancing elements

subtle, fragile


welcoming earth
generous, abundant, diverse

r e n e w a l


cycles of water

r e b i r t h


volcanic crucible
inner alchemy

r e s u r r e c t i o n


in the open air
expansion   …    indefinitely
lightness, freedom

a w a k e n i n g



uma ilha
lugar fechado aberto

instante após instante
sentir o equilibrio dos elementos

subtil, frágil

terra hospitaleira
abundante, diversa

r e n o v a ç ã o

ciclos de água

r e n a s c i m e n t o

cadinho vulcânico
entrega em fase
alquimia interior

r e s s u r r e i ç ã o

ao ar livre
expansão  …   indefinidamente
leveza, liberdade

d e s p e r t a r


translation Olides Leça






a 5D yoga workshop on 7-8 April 2018 in Locarno, Switzerland
learning to feel the flow and enjoy conscious connection with beings and things


no body : nobody


« I have lost my body
it is as if it didn’t exist »

no blame, it’s a fact, a reality
once I acknowledge it, I can reestablish the connection

I chose to forget it, at the time it was a creative choice
now it is more of a problem, it causes me harm and disturbs me 
self-sabotage !

there is no human life (as we know it) without a body 
living on earth means having a body, without a body we can’t have that experience
we are neither angels, nor pure spirits, leaving our body doesn’t make sense
our body perceives (input) and expresses itself (output) through the senses
we are responsible for it  at the measure of our awareness



mind vs body


we  are better off without a head (for the time being)
the mind is an extraordinary instrument
but we still need to learn how to use it (in its upgraded form)

at the moment, our body is more reliable
it is like our best friend, always there for us
our body is also closest to your divine blueprint
when it is synchronised, it gives direct access to Self


attuning body with Self





Self piercing through

Self piercing through


24-25 March in Vevey, Switzerland
a 5D consciousness weekend 


no awakening unless I heal my core wound

impossible to defuse the sophisticated defence system which protects it
I can see my vulnerabilities and my loops and decrypt how they operate
I want to change and nothing changes

diving into the depths of myself only makes sense if I reach the bottom
every dive keeps feeding one by one the protection layers it reaches otherwise
defence of the defence

unless I return to the origin or all suffering and allow change
there will be no healing

my wound requires complete surrender
courage, softness and patience

it takes time !         (sounds like it)



cosmic pulse  (1/4)

cosmic pulse (1/4)

cosmic astrology weekend at seasons of silence, 16-18 mars 2018
spring equinox


body poetry            the dragonfly

reinventing usual movements

in the vibrating resonating space of your body
feel your connection with the world and the universe

the breath-key opening one by one the dimensions of your being            evident hidden

   shoulders loose, collar bones resounding, shoulder blades vibrating
   spine upright alive
   pelvis free waving
   belly supported
   neck soft
   head weightless

                          ready to fly off


                                    free            spontaneous            curious            playful



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