whatever is happening in your life right now 
no matter how abrupt, confusing, violent, maddening, excruciatingly painful, … 
or freeing, promising, mind-boggling …
is designed specifically (by your Higher Self) to take you exactly where you belong
it is your soul’s deepest longing for joy and happiness and purpose

take it, watch it, go through it for what it is : an adjustment to a greater perspective, a new level of consciousness, meaning upgrading, recalibrating and tuning your instrument
emotions are movements only, ripple effect of your lower mind’s (ego coloured) response to the upgrade

no need to get caught up in them, nor to look for their meaning
feel rather how you ride the wave and listen to the new (possibly dissonant) music

and above all cherish the experience

happy new Moon (in Aquarius)